I fake I am sleeping. I close my eyes for a second. We are on bed for ten minutes or more, I guess. We are attached to each other as we are since my doubt has born. Never be with someone else on bed, I never shared my sleeping time with anyone. In Wammy House, I was supposed to be sleeping with the other kids, but Watari knew my need to be lonely.
Through cold arms and shoulders my long and skinny fingers run. I feel his sweet pale skin, I taste him with my lips and I get confused about his temperature. He seems too cold, but his body is hot, it is like a fever. I don't care sharing this bed with him. He is small even he is as tall as me. He